Nursing home

Dad might be going to a nursing home . Tomorrow they will take him if all the papers and forms work out. It has been extremely depressing and upsetting dealing with my mother and and having him sent there.Mom can't handle his needs at this point and she is feeling so guilty . He can hardly get around and needs constant care. I hate having to make these arrangements and decisions along with my mother to put my father in this sad place. It will even worse taking him there from the hospital and having to leave him and my mother going home alone. I hope my kids never have to experience this heartbreak with me.
After I came home tonight I did sit for a while to knit the sweater. Knitting is therapy and helps calm me down for a bit.